That’s all anyone ever cares about. What’s happening here and now.
I’m not saying all of us are living in the present moment. Immediate Moment and Present Moment are two very different things. Well, according to me they are very different. There’s not exactly a word to describe what I mean so I’ll illustrate it in my own way.
Present moment is exactly what you know it as. Being aware of your surroundings, focusing on your target, being taken out of your head space.
For me personally, I drink beer to achieve the present moment effect. I have trouble talking to people because I’m too much in my own head and not enough out of it to really focus on what people say. It’s been a lifelong obstacle for me.
I HATED people telling me to come out of my shell. There was no shell. Fuck that shit man.
So anyway, beer helps a great deal in getting me out of my head and into the present moment. It has nothing to do with guzzling liquid courage or feeling more relaxed and open. Beer squashes my thinking.
Now let’s talk about the Immediate Moment.
What I mean by Immediate Moment is that it encompasses everything. No matter what I’m doing, I’m always living in the immediate moment. Do you get me? Nothing else exists outside what is happening right now. Whether I’m present or not present, it’s still happening right now. Because we’re here on the ground getting scuffed and roughed up. Effecting and Affecting others, never escaping the gravity of perception and feeling.
It’s still hard to describe…..
But the immediate moment happens to all of us. And the main focal point of this fixation is the self. We can’t escape the self.
I’m sounding crazy, I know.
Try looking at things from above. The further up you go, the less things seem to matter down here. Problems get smaller and smaller the further away you get. And the higher you fly, the more distance you gain between yourself and the immediate moment. You’re not “in” it anymore. You stepped out. Sort of like isolation, taking yourself out of harms way.
But once we’re down here on earth again, getting roughed up by people and life – we’re back in it. Effected and Affected by everything and anything. Living right here and now with emotions we wouldn’t have if we lived in a different era.
It’s all environmental is what I’m getting at. We are a product of our environment, letting life control our every thought and perception. We ride the wave and since we don’t realize it’s a wave we’re riding, we’re not in control of the direction its going.
Life is almost too immediate, you know? Too “in your face”, we can never step back to see it. We only see a shadow of it. Like Plato’s cave allegory.
And the fact that we constantly need food, water, sleep, love, shelter, money, freedom, bathroom breaks – all of this keeps us steadily planted here in the immediate moment. We fight to obtain these items so we can never step away outside ourselves.
There was another mass shooting in Florida. 14 kids are dead. I hate that people are blaming it on video games.
I can’t believe I’m going to write this but I’ve become somewhat desensitized to school shootings. It’s not hitting me as hard as it did the first time it happened. I’m just thankful it didn’t happen here in my home town. I’m thankful it wasn’t anyone I knew.
Why is this happening? There are a bunch of theories but I’ll tell you my own theory. And yes, it has much to do with the Immediate Moment and its danger to society.
Think of the Immediate Moment as a large looming face whose eyes are gleaming into your own. No matter how much you stumble back, you can never escape the face. Those eyes, and all it see’s and seen are the same as your eyes and all that they see.
In the past, that face had different eyes. School shootings weren’t a glint in them. And since school shooting weren’t a glint back then, it didn’t happen. Nobody even thought about it.
My theory is that it’s an endemic. It’s like a viral disease that’s spreading across the US. One sick individual broke the seal and uncovered the glint so now all the other sick individuals can see it too.
The face we’re all looking into isn’t getting uglier or scarier though. It’s acquiring more and more possibilities being shown to us and it’s our responsibility to control what we do with these possibilities.
But we’re riding a wave so it’s hard to control.
As we evolve, and technology evolves with us, more and more possibilities and opportunities are shown to us. All it takes is one individual to unveil certain glints so the rest of the world can also see the possibilities.
What was once impossible, is now possible. What was once never thought of, people think about.
We are becoming more powerful. The do-gooders are better equipped but they are up against better equipped villains as well.
There are less twisted souls in the world than ever before, but the ones who are still twisted have a better arsenal than their predecessors.
It is NOT video games. It’s an endemic. Once seen, it can not be unseen kind of thing. It’s now stuck in peoples heads, like the first villain gave all the others permission (and fame) to follow.
This is something we’re going to have to deal with until a new glint is revealed to us and the eyes show us something different.
If you want to blame anything, blame the news for spreading the endemic.