My neighbor tonight, a girl who’s a friend of a friend, wanted to give me advice;
My neighbor – “If you’re depressed, you’re living in the past, but if you’re anxious, you’re living in the future….”
She basically gave me the same advice I written about in my last post (or the post before that? I don’t remember).
It’s not a coincidence.
People take shit from my blog and they spread it around without telling people where they got it from. That’s from me!!! Not me, but Eckhart Tolle!
No big deal, I know. No big deal at all but the thing is……who the hell is still reading my blog? And who is regurgitating my advice (Eckhart’s advice)?
It’s just weird, I mean, it’s super strange. It’s strange for several reasons, I’ll start with the first:
“S” (keeping anonymity) is someone who see’s me as a goofy dip-shit. She has absolutely no clue as to who I am. She’s on a completely different level than me with having kids, a husband, a house, a full time career….
I’m basically a child to her. She see’s me as a child.
And then she gives me advice from my own damn blog which someone else lifted, ahhhhh!!!!
Supposedly my friends don’t read this anymore, but tonight after hearing that advice from “S”, there are several people who could have regurgitated it to her, I just don’t know who.
Okay, I’m being childish right now, yes, but I guess it’s one of those things you’d have to experience to understand.
The thing is, the people who could have regurgitated my blog are the same people who don’t speak to me anymore. The ex-friends. I think that’s partly (if not all) why I’m making a stink about it.
So, the people who ostracized me are still reading my blog, but not only that, they are spreading my wisdom (Eckhart’s wisdom) off as their own, only to have it fed back to me in our social loop.
It kinda pisses me off.
But anyway, I wanted to say “Where did you hear that? I just written that exact same thing in my blog a few days ago.”
But I didn’t…..Why didn’t I?
Any mention of my blog is off limits. I made a rule. I shan’t tell anybody about my blog (period).
Not only that but, I don’t know what it is…….Am I too proud? Am I stubborn? Do I still have some sort of loyalty towards the people who outcast me?
And she was so proud of her advice, so why ruin it?
I’m super tired. I literally can’t keep my eyes open.