Everything inspires me. Every second of every day I’m either hit with an inspiring thought or chewing over an old one. It never ends and it’s driving me crazy!
Me – “Holy shit I have to write this down! Like, right now I have to write it down!”
Not having time to write it all down to mull over, pains me. Blogging takes up so much freaking time. It’s not good when being a newly appointed business owner who has awesome idea’s to expand and grow but chooses to blog instead. All my efforts are dusted off my business and onto my blog. My blog that nobody reads.
I have serious priority issue’s.
Every morning I wake up, go to the bathroom and get excited about reading my bathroom book. So excited in fact, that I get disappointed when my bathroom visit only lasts two minutes. Today during those two minutes, I got inspired by a quote I read. I forgot whose quote it was, possibly Spinoza, but not sure.
Anyway, it goes something like this:
“People believe they are free because they are conscious of the choices they make. But they are not aware of the reasons behind their choices.”
Bah, I butchered it. I can’t quote him exactly, but that’s the gist.
During my last massage, I started chewing this over and seeing how it ties in with my whole human philosophy theory. During the last few weeks, I’ve been developing an ever-evolving theory about shit-heads (90% of the world). The basis of the theory is basically that people are unaware and work in ways of self-preservation. They find patterns so they won’t have to think, trusting their old idols beliefs rather than thinking for themselves, and being void of compassion and understanding by way of a habitual habit of putting themselves before others. At their worst, everything they encounter becomes a personal attack, including things they don’t have (money).
I strongly believe that people who know their core (the true reasons behind their actions), are awake and aware. They know how others see them, have the ability to see themselves, and can bypass the muck of ignorance and denial. They know the truth of their choices and know they are being directed by a belief system. Having this knowledge allows them to be free and to actually think for themselves. To exercise their free will and create outside the mold.
Instead of seeing a shrink to find out why they do what they do, or feel what they feel, they already have access to that knowledge. When a person moves farther and further away from their core, the more a shrink is needed.
It’s all about stillness and calm. Patience and a loving attitude towards yourself. That’s where it begins.
But what’s at the base of beliefs? In my theory, I feel that morals are at its base. The further a person moves away from their center, the further away they get from their morals. Small rights and wrongs differ from person to person, so childish people like to test. They test mostly for their own amusement, or maybe out of frustration.
In my philosophy, I believe we are all connected to each other and that we have the same infinite knowledge to tap into. To me, this connection entails a congenital moral compass of innately knowing right from wrong. When we’re younger, we test this out – seeing what we can get away with. It’s only through compassion and understanding do we start to realize why these things are wrong.
When a child asks why it’s wrong never say, “because it just is,” or “because I said so.” These are unaware responses said by a fed-up survivalist piece of driftwood (analogy taken from previous post). A question about morals always merits an explanation. Especially when it’s being asked by a child! By providing empty responses, it can shape your child’s future into garnering empty beliefs having no substance. Kids have to be taught substance more than rules. Otherwise they will listen to their idols telling them what to believe well into adulthood.
My father taught me substance at a young age. He teaches me substance still. My mother teaches me patience and compassion.
People have to learn from experience. When they are young, they can experience, understand, and change. But as they get older, it gets a lot harder. It gets harder because they forget everything they learned as a kid, and switch to survival mode. They don’t need a reason to change, they’re just trying to make it through they day at this point. And when I say survive, I mean that in the broadest sense of the word. Protect themselves and protect their character (flaws and all). The time for being a child has ended. Welcome to the real world dirtbag.
When you’re cold, starving and tired, you don’t have the capacity to help others.
That’s the same as moving away from your warm nutrient-rich center. You move away from the warmth love you can give to others and yourself. You wouldn’t have the capacity to help anyone, same as when you’re hungry, cold and tired – you are away from your source. You have nothing to pull from.
The older you get, the more you lack beginners mind and start to see patterns in everything. You become trusting of an illusionary moral compass that lost its substance ages ago. Empty driftwood….
Morals and compassion go hand in hand, using morals without your heart is like a cold judgement, a cold war. A prejudice, a hatred, a discrimination. To know proper morals, you have to know compassion. Filling yourself with substance so you don’t become empty. It’s hard when you can’t forgive others and take everything personally, feeling no gratitude, only entitlement – it feeds the cycle. It gives your beliefs credibility by relying on old thought patterns and others who also share your discriminations. Awareness of this process will bring the suffering to an end, as long as you’re able to let go and learn. Most of all, forgive. Just forgive. And forgive yourself for not being perfect. The ego is the last thing to shed, it’s the hardest.
Some people gain perspective (substance) with small experiences. Small learning experiences that take place can be a microcosm of the larger. If it takes only a small experience to gain perspective and substance, the closer you are to your center. Everything can be relative when close to the core. Like a friend sharing a big chocolate chip cookie during lunchtime that their mom packed for lunch. It feels great to receive, but better to share. This small gesture can expand your heart forever if you let it.
The closer you are to your center, the more gratitude you feel when someone is kind. If no gratitude is felt, or that you feel entitled rather, entitlement is going the wrong way. Gratitude is expanding your experience to envelope perspective. To see and know clearly right from wrong. Entitlement brings you to believe that only you are right, or it’s only you that matters.
All of what I’m saying feels so very real to me. Like, common sense kind of real. It’s like hitting the nail, you know?
We are all the same at the core. At the heart of everyone, is a kindred spirit. An evil person is evil because they’re lost, so far away. How to bring them back? Suffering? Finding humility through shedding of the ego?
It always comes back to suffering. Suffering brings awareness, takes you to the core, but it’s more than that. It makes you stronger. Stronger for what? More levels of awareness? That’s what Aya told me. According to Ayahuasca, there are many layers of awareness. The deeper you go, the freer you become. The more lucid you get, the more you see what this world really is, an illusion.
How much more can I wring out of my noggin’ today? Have I said enough? I know that as soon as I hit the publish button, I’ll think of something else.
No, I’m not going to publish it until my last client is out of here. I usually think up all this shit while massaging. It gives my brain something to do.
Self-awareness is a direct line into your powerful core being, but it’s not the same as being compassionate. It’s the Yin and the Yang. You have to be morally aware, not just self-aware. Let’s say that ethics is the soil, then that would make you the flower. The hardest part is figuring out which one to listen to. But the good thing about being awake is knowing these things don’t work without each other, when you’re connected to your source, you won’t have to choose which side to listen to because they become one thing. Awareness.
Okay, so let’s organize and summarize. At your center awaits the Yin and the Yang. Yin is the self, and Yang is God. However, stating back to previous posts, the self IS God and God IS self. All-righty, let’s think about that…Nope, too hard. My head might explode. The two are dependent on each other. The closer you’re aware of this Yin & Yang, the more gratitude you feel. And the more lucid and compassionate you become. Moving away brings with it entitlement with no change, and I bet it’s a lack of inspiration too. People must be inspired to grow.
I have never not once in my life been this inspired over every little thing. When I was younger, in my early 20’s, I would go on wild philosophical tangents while being drunk at a bar, but I stopped out of embarrassment. I could never remember what I was rambling about the night before and I felt like a complete moron for talking drunk dumb philosophy with a guy who wants nothing more than to jam his tongue down my throat. But now here I am starting her up again. Where have you been wacky brain? Good to see you again.
I’m not drunk, but that doesn’t mean somethings not majorly wrong with me. It’s possible that all this is pretend. All a pretend story that I made up out of boredom. It feels real because I see the patterns in it that are congruent with my beliefs. Damn….it still ties in. Even when I’m trying to be objective, it still all ties in nicely. My perspective is the only perspective I see. I can’t take myself out of it. Damn, I’m an unaware rambling, narrow-minded idiot.
I honestly did pull all of this gibberish out of my ass. Crazy, huh? Well, the quote that sprang this on was not of my ass, but of an others.
Do flea’s fly? I think I just seen a flea flying around my office.
If I am right about us having an interwoven moral compass braided into the fabric of our souls, then how can I practice what I preach? Am I big enough to do it? Am I close enough to my core being? Eh, I don’t know. My last client is a No-call / No-show. Bastards…
I think something just bit me on my back. Little bastard shit.
- Are morals a luxury in times of chaos? (davefarmersblog.wordpress.com)
- The Past Year’s Top 10 Scientific Insights About Living a Meaningful Life (blogs.berkeley.edu)
- Animals Have a Moral Compass (cntnews.wordpress.com)
- The Evolution of Morality and Ethics (tismond.wordpress.com)
- Palin: There is No Moral Compass in this Administration (sarahpalinblog.typepad.com)
- Gun Control, Thought Control and People Control (sultanknish.blogspot.com)
- On Autonomy (andrewbrobyn.wordpress.com)
- Ten Things Science Taught Us About Happiness in 2012 (prn.fm)
- Abortion As a Sacred Value (awaypoint.wordpress.com)