I want to start contemplating more, but the problem with that is it ends up being circular logic that brings me back to where I first began, with having even more questions in tow.
I have no contemplative thoughts today anyway. The only thing on my mind is money.
I opened up over 30 tip envelopes a couple days ago and deposited the money in the bank.
All my bills are paid, and I get my paycheck in two days. I have all this extra money that I don’t know what to do with. It’s driving me crazy. I want to spend it, but I can’t. My debt needs to be paid, and I need money for college – I’m still planning on going.
I feel bored. I feel like being social and rambunctious, but I’m stuck here at work – and my clients today aren’t the talkative type.
I’m inspired by Venus Williams attire.
If I was an all-star tennis pro, I would be dressing myself in some outrageous outfits, too. It would distract my opponents. And it’s different and refreshing. How can I be different and refreshing in my job? I’m so vanilla and conventional like ivory soap.
Now there’s a contemplative question. How can I be different and refreshing without spoiling my professionalism? What can I do differently? I’m a huge advocate for making everything fun. I just can’t find the fun in my job. I find the rewards in other aspects, but it doesn’t fit with who I am. I am a fun connoisseur – a different kind of wellness provider.