If you look above the Wins vs. Losses pie chart, you’ll see that my current winning streak is up to 18 wins in a row. And this is four suit spider solitaire! Okay, here’s a little secret; I only start a game if I can make two moves. Otherwise, I deal again.
Spider solitaire is like book writing in the way of uncovering a new card (idea) and adding it to the original storyline (stack).
You know when you’re dealt a good hand if all the cards you uncover stack nicely against the storyline. You’d know if your book sucks when every card (idea) you uncover has no place in the pile. You get stuck.
Part of the glory of writing is being able to create the cards in your pile, however, if the cards you create don’t fit, you may have to cheat and add something that doesn’t belong. Like when a long running sitcom adds a new character to spice things up. Where the hell did that guy come from? And what’s with the Beach Boys making random appearances on Full House?
The thing is (this is important to know), when you add something that doesn’t fit, you essentially create out of nothing. That may be great for all you zen monks out there, but not so good for us writers. Writers are essentially building a box. We’re not thinking outside the box, but building one.
If the government prints money from nothing to pay off debt to right their wrongs, the money losses value. That goes the same for creating a plot and storyline – you must never create out of nothing otherwise your book will lose value and substance. You have to pull from what’s already there.
We should revert back to the gold standard.
Does that make sense to you?
From my experience with spider solitaire, the best hands are the one’s where I stack all the cards I can from the first hand I’ve been dealt and it free’s up a space where I can move around my pieces. I still have 50 cards (idea’s) left to pull from, and the chances of finding homes for them becomes much easier.
How does this relate? Start stacking from the very beginning. Making connections, freeing up options so any idea that may come up, has a home and more importantly, a purpose.
I finished up writing my fifth chapter last night. I stayed up until 2 a.m, completely exhausted. That’s the thing with writing, once I start, I know I have to say bye-bye to the rest of the day. And bye-bye to the possibility of getting to bed at a reasonable hour.
That’s why I’m writing a blog blurb right now. It has an ending. It won’t take all day to write.
Being five chapters into writing my first novel, means I have at least 30 if not more ahead of me. It reminds me of trekking the Camino on those first few tortuous days. When Santiago seemed so far away, so out of reach – and it was. It was freaking 500 miles away on foot!
I’m not sure what is more painful, writing a book or walking the Camino. They both seem unfathomable.
And so I’m blogging, watching Sons of Anarchy, and buying the Sons of Anarchy soundtrack on Amazon.
How does this make sense?:
I originally wanted to go hiking today and work on my book in Cheshire Coffee, but I need a rest. I really do. You guys don’t realize this, but I actually work a lot and I’m always working on some cockamamie project. Writing a book is work, massaging people everyday is work, keeping a blog is, well, work. This is my day off and I honestly don’t want to move.
This is one of the many reasons why I don’t want to date. I’m selfish in the way of constantly needing to create and to think. I need room. I need that freed up space when playing spider solitaire.
That’s the best way I can describe it.
The guy I’m seeing, I’ll call him MB (which is strange because he has the same initials as my brother’s fiancé), I truly adore him. But I can’t seem to pull myself aside from myself too long before I fold back into the fullness of my being.
It’s not that I’m not open or incapable of love, it’s just that my brain is exhausting – it truly is! It demands so much attention. And once I get everything out of me, I want nothing more than to eat a bowl of tomato soup and watch Netflix and play spider solitaire.
And on the days that I do go out, I drink like a fish, come home, and the next day I’m completely spent. I don’t want to do anything, talk to anybody, see anyone. I hole myself up in my room and watch tv. And between you and me, MB likes beer as much as I do. When I see him, I not only say bye-bye to the day, but to the next day as well.
As far as my solitaire hand goes, wow, what a deck. I’m referring to my book. Hole-lee-crap. One of my friends asked if she can be written in and I tentatively said, “sure, okay.”
Then she made it more specific, she wanted to be a little girl.
“I know the perfect part for you!”
It seriously came out of nowhere and shot into my head in a fraction of a second.
That’s the thing with the cards you’re dealt – finding connections. If you stack everything up and align them accordingly, you can make connections with anything.
And that’s the same for life! All your experiences and knowledge is like a big data base in your brain. The more you align yourself with them, ordering them in sequence, they connect to each other and any idea, thought or emotion that comes to you, you can connect it with what you already know. I’m pretty sure this is where genius comes from. Your ability to connect things to what would rather seem random or contradictory, is the tool we all use to create with.
Ayahuasca told me that 1+1 = 3, as in, 3D. You create something entirely new and tangible.
One more episode of Sons of Anarchy and then I need to write chapter 6. If I don’t write today, the day will feel empty.
I think too much :(
I need to stop blogging for a while guys…
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